There are a lot of really positive changes going on. But I'm contending with some anxiety. Part of it is control, part of it is worry. I'd like to enter fully into the spirit of the thing, but I feel nervous and that anxiety is having a blunting effect.
I know that these worrisome feelings will eventually recede--and as certain external events drop into place, that will help also. I feel a little stressed as well as sad. Maybe when we're all moved into our new neighborhood and I can get more into my thing--I can meet some like-minded folk and start fresh. I'm just down now and how much would it rock to not be?